Wednesday, February 3, 2010
2-3-2010. The day my life began...
I've been lied to only to find out I had been lied to again. I had been hurt more than I thought possible. Twice. I was angry beyond imagination.
But then... Then I held you.
The anger disappeared. The room spun away. Sounds became low whispers and quickly faded to nothing at all. Colors muted, all but vanishing. A peaceful darkness enveloped us. I existed only between nowhere and infinity. There was nothing.
But you.
My heart swelled and was overcome with new-found emotions. The hairs on the back of my neck stood up straight, as if in a state of heightened awareness, and my brain raced to take in the touch, sight, and smell of you, a thousand mental pictures snapping in every second. My hands trembled, completely unaware of what was taking place. You opened your eyes and looked directly into mine. At this moment I am the proudest I have ever been in my life.
With all the delicacy I have ever managed to muster, I wiped the tears from your face. But they were not yours. They were mine.
I have never, nor will I ever, manage to create something as beautiful as you. Jace Xander Thomas Harwood... You are my masterpiece, my Sistine Chapel, my Mona Lisa...
My son.
P.S. I'm sorry about the chin. I didn't get to pick which parts of me you got buddy.
P.S.S. Prepare for the thickest eyebrows ever. You're not even supposed to have those right now.
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awwww well written Josh! Welcome to fatherhood..life as you have known it will never be the same again! :) Congrats a million times! ~Dailyn
ReplyDeleteprecious!
ReplyDeletegreat post ...
ReplyDeleteevery day my oldest daughter runs after me when im leaving for work she always tells me the same thing....
daddy you forgot something
i say ... what
she always says
your big hug and kiss daddy... you cant go to work without a big hug and kiss
i smile and it makes those next few minutes great no matter how much i dread what is next
That is an awesome story. Very sweet of her. I can see how that could light up your world.
ReplyDelete@ Dailyn, thank you!!!
yay congrats!! hugs!!
ReplyDeleteThank you Melita!!
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